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Cali Lili ; Convergence, A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius ; Dear World …

Convergence,

A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius

By Cali Lili 

First a shiver, 

inexplicably hot. 

Shortness of breath.

Foggy thinking.

Start a project, lose focus.

The voice of carping critic shows up to steal your own.

Shake it off.

Petulant child, critic gets nastier, brings an ugly posse. 

Panic appears on the cusp of feeling ok and very not ok. 

Once upon a time, the battered child, covered in bruises, victim of child abuse, sat in a doctor’s office.  When the doctor asked him if he knew why he was there, the child said : because I was bad.

Self-soothing, after trauma whether it be child abuse, war, or life in 2020 under the thumb of abusers and enablers can be channeled through healing pathways even as abuse ‘divorces’ a person from authentic wishes, joys and friends. The din of an abusers’ braying harangue muffles the sound of victims’ dreams. Victim’s voice is thus stolen by the abuser, who then appropriates role of victim, convincing victim that abuser is owed penance. Abuser convinces victim abuse is well-deserved. Victim blamed, shamed into acceptance of their fate, might then slide into ‘learned helplessness’ believing it’s their fault therefore nothing can or should be done for rescue. They have become the bruised child believing he was bad.

Every unreasonable delay in fulfilling the family’s needs, every crazy proclamation by abuser, every incident causing uncertainty, is weaponized chaos as strategy for maintaining power. Abuser is ruled by their own disease, lives in sheer terror they might lose control, lose their absolute power to act ungoverned, finally be held accountable. Accepting their fate, victim enables their own abuse for years, decades, life-times. Generations of loud or quiet genocides propelled into the future – genetically encoding civilizations mesmerized by their own defeat. 

I grew up in a childhood home where this was normalized and my work as an artist, along with angels who encouraged me – my beloved teachers, brought me to a healing place.  I raised myself in spite of abuse + it was teachers who held my hand, guided me towards my self – they were the First Responders
to my art, my life-purpose, intellect + heart. The Lifeguards Of My Soul.

Dear World, I’m worried about you. 

I worry for all the people who didn’t ‘benefit’ from the trial run my childhood afforded me.  

We can do this, if we stick together, never turn on ourselves or each other as family, earth dwellers. Our humanity and the grace of nature, wildlife, sea-life is our blessing. In my movie, the protagonist named “eVe” reminds us that when goddesses were forcibly removed from culture, faith + law – toxic masculinity thrived. 2021 is our opportunity to slap back at that grabbing hand.

With healing work, individuals and nations can rise from the ashes of survival to thrive on mulch, discarded grief, fertilizing soil, cleansing waters, clearing air, restoring homeostasis to human body and blue planet alike. My own voice flew back in through newly opened windows when I took a blacksmith’s anvil to the abuse and forged mettle.  

I recently learned about Saturn/Jupiter convergence heralded as dawning of the age of aquarius.  An unexpected spiritual experience for me. Without knowledge of impending  convergence, the day before “dawning”  I busted out singing a song I barely know  “this is the dawning of the age of aquarius” I sang in a parking lot with good reverb just for fun. Taking stock of triggered stress these past four years I found myself again, that 12 year old, intent on one righteous thing : to be me, unashamedly.

In spite of messages bombarding my tiny dancer spirit with disempowering shame, the choreography of me, held on to something.  ” She ” carried me through and out – of abuse. “She” carried me toward my purpose, manifesting an inner “convergence.” 

December 20, 2020 

Today, graced by a pod of dolphins and playful sea lion checking me during my surf session.

Tonight

i look into space

sibling partners dancing

on my naked eye

morphing through the atmo

two spheres telling

one story

my vision plays along with a trick photography sky

all at once there is

diamond faceted saturn

and somber jupiter escorting her to the dance

seconds later 

electricity flashes between them

green sparks of conversation

amber 

then blueish white again

steady bright diamond

facets blinking 

flashes of clarity 

the excellence

beaming us into future “

Truli*🐬 
©CaliLili™🏄🏽‍♀️🏄‍♀️🏄🏿‍♀️
Official Oscars 2020 Contender   🎬🎶     eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™ 

Oscars 2020 Campaign details
     https://calililiindies.com/

Variety   https://variety.com/2019/film/awards/oscars-academy-announces-344-films-eligible-for-2019-best-picture-1203446314/ 
🍎  iTunes 

https://itunes.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated/id1447735793
 Apple TV 🍎                    
https://tv.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet/umc.cmc.2yxdyr5yqcmhr1y1hn195e3sm
🍎   Soundtrack                        

 https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/cali-lili/1402310156


Official Artist Channel      https://www.youtube.com/user/CaliLiliIndies

YouTube Movies :     https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOo3oJVjWZYRvWQ3BEiH1YhdqrL_SIYa2

Vimeo   https://vimeo.com/ondemand/189618?ref=tw-share

Google Play 
https://play.google.com/store/movies/details?id=Mxgf1AeeWw4
IG  
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FB Movie Page     
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2019 Interview          https://medium.com/@mondofilm/interview-with-cali-lili-from-eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated-6d50611b758e
2017 Interview  http://www.wearemovingstories.com/we-are-moving-stories-films/2017/6/21/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated?rq=eve%20n%20god%20this%20female%20is%20not%20yet%20rated
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Cali Lili ; Convergence, A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius ; Dear World …

Convergence,

A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius

By Cali Lili 

First a shiver, 

inexplicably hot. 

Shortness of breath.

Foggy thinking.

Start a project, lose focus.

The voice of carping critic shows up to steal your own.

Shake it off.

Petulant child, critic gets nastier, brings an ugly posse. 

Panic appears on the cusp of feeling ok and very not ok. 

Once upon a time, the battered child, covered in bruises, victim of child abuse, sat in a doctor’s office.  When the doctor asked him if he knew why he was there, the child said : because I was bad.

Self-soothing, after trauma whether it be child abuse, war, or life in 2020 under the thumb of abusers and enablers can be channeled through healing pathways even as abuse ‘divorces’ a person from authentic wishes, joys and friends. The din of an abusers’ braying harangue muffles the sound of victims’ dreams. Victim’s voice is thus stolen by the abuser, who then appropriates role of victim, convincing victim that abuser is owed penance. Abuser convinces victim abuse is well-deserved. Victim blamed, shamed into acceptance of their fate, might then slide into ‘learned helplessness’ believing it’s their fault therefore nothing can or should be done for rescue. They have become the bruised child believing he was bad.

Every unreasonable delay in fulfilling the family’s needs, every crazy proclamation by abuser, every incident causing uncertainty, is weaponized chaos as strategy for maintaining power. Abuser is ruled by their own disease, lives in sheer terror they might lose control, lose their absolute power to act ungoverned, finally be held accountable. Accepting their fate, victim enables their own abuse for years, decades, life-times. Generations of loud or quiet genocides propelled into the future – genetically encoding civilizations mesmerized by their own defeat. 

I grew up in a childhood home where this was normalized and my work as an artist, along with angels who encouraged me – my beloved teachers, brought me to a healing place.  I raised myself in spite of abuse + it was teachers who held my hand, guided me towards my self – they were the First Responders
to my art, my life-purpose, intellect + heart. The Lifeguards Of My Soul.

Dear World, I’m worried about you. 

I worry for all the people who didn’t ‘benefit’ from the trial run my childhood afforded me.  

We can do this, if we stick together, never turn on ourselves or each other as family, earth dwellers. Our humanity and the grace of nature, wildlife, sea-life is our blessing. In my movie, the protagonist named “eVe” reminds us that when goddesses were forcibly removed from culture, faith + law – toxic masculinity thrived. 2021 is our opportunity to slap back at that grabbing hand.

With healing work, individuals and nations can rise from the ashes of survival to thrive on mulch, discarded grief, fertilizing soil, cleansing waters, clearing air, restoring homeostasis to human body and blue planet alike. My own voice flew back in through newly opened windows when I took a blacksmith’s anvil to the abuse and forged mettle.  

I recently learned about Saturn/Jupiter convergence heralded as dawning of the age of aquarius.  An unexpected spiritual experience for me. Without knowledge of impending  convergence, the day before “dawning”  I busted out singing a song I barely know  “this is the dawning of the age of aquarius” I sang in a parking lot with good reverb just for fun. Taking stock of triggered stress these past four years I found myself again, that 12 year old, intent on one righteous thing : to be me, unashamedly.

In spite of messages bombarding my tiny dancer spirit with disempowering shame, the choreography of me, held on to something.  ” She ” carried me through and out – of abuse. “She” carried me toward my purpose, manifesting an inner “convergence.” 

December 20, 2020 

Today, graced by a pod of dolphins and playful sea lion checking me during my surf session.

Tonight

i look into space

sibling partners dancing

on my naked eye

morphing through the atmo

two spheres telling

one story

my vision plays along with a trick photography sky

all at once there is

diamond faceted saturn

and somber jupiter escorting her to the dance

seconds later 

electricity flashes between them

green sparks of conversation

amber 

then blueish white again

steady bright diamond

facets blinking 

flashes of clarity 

the excellence

beaming us into future “

Truli*🐬 
©CaliLili™🏄🏽‍♀️🏄‍♀️🏄🏿‍♀️
Official Oscars 2020 Contender   🎬🎶     eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™ 

Oscars 2020 Campaign details
     https://calililiindies.com/

Variety   https://variety.com/2019/film/awards/oscars-academy-announces-344-films-eligible-for-2019-best-picture-1203446314/ 
🍎  iTunes 

https://itunes.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated/id1447735793
 Apple TV 🍎                    
https://tv.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet/umc.cmc.2yxdyr5yqcmhr1y1hn195e3sm
🍎   Soundtrack                        

 https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/cali-lili/1402310156


Official Artist Channel      https://www.youtube.com/user/CaliLiliIndies

YouTube Movies :     https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOo3oJVjWZYRvWQ3BEiH1YhdqrL_SIYa2

Vimeo   https://vimeo.com/ondemand/189618?ref=tw-share

Google Play 
https://play.google.com/store/movies/details?id=Mxgf1AeeWw4
IG  
                                    https://www.instagram.com/calililiindies/

FB Movie Page     
   https://www.facebook.com/CaliLiliSustainableMoviesMusicAndPublishing/      


2019 Interview          https://medium.com/@mondofilm/interview-with-cali-lili-from-eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated-6d50611b758e
2017 Interview  http://www.wearemovingstories.com/we-are-moving-stories-films/2017/6/21/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated?rq=eve%20n%20god%20this%20female%20is%20not%20yet%20rated
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Pictures                                                                                                                  
Words 
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These Intellectual Properties /  MultiMedia  / Written Documents are Signature © Copyright Trademark Proprietary Intellectual Properties belonging to © Cali Lili™ and Cali Lili Indies ™ Pictures Words Music In Motion™ feMt0™studi0 etc  All Rights Reserved  Artist Rights and Intellectual Properties are Rigorously Documented and Rabidly Enforced.
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Cali Lili ; Convergence, A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius ; Dear World …

Convergence,

A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius

By Cali Lili 

First a shiver, 

inexplicably hot. 

Shortness of breath.

Foggy thinking.

Start a project, lose focus.

The voice of carping critic shows up to steal your own.

Shake it off.

Petulant child, critic gets nastier, brings an ugly posse. 

Panic appears on the cusp of feeling ok and very not ok. 

Once upon a time, the battered child, covered in bruises, victim of child abuse, sat in a doctor’s office.  When the doctor asked him if he knew why he was there, the child said : because I was bad.

Self-soothing, after trauma whether it be child abuse, war, or life in 2020 under the thumb of abusers and enablers can be channeled through healing pathways even as abuse ‘divorces’ a person from authentic wishes, joys and friends. The din of an abusers’ braying harangue muffles the sound of victims’ dreams. Victim’s voice is thus stolen by the abuser, who then appropriates role of victim, convincing victim that abuser is owed penance. Abuser convinces victim abuse is well-deserved. Victim blamed, shamed into acceptance of their fate, might then slide into ‘learned helplessness’ believing it’s their fault therefore nothing can or should be done for rescue. They have become the bruised child believing he was bad.

Every unreasonable delay in fulfilling the family’s needs, every crazy proclamation by abuser, every incident causing uncertainty, is weaponized chaos as strategy for maintaining power. Abuser is ruled by their own disease, lives in sheer terror they might lose control, lose their absolute power to act ungoverned, finally be held accountable. Accepting their fate, victim enables their own abuse for years, decades, life-times. Generations of loud or quiet genocides propelled into the future – genetically encoding civilizations mesmerized by their own defeat. 

I grew up in a childhood home where this was normalized and my work as an artist, along with angels who encouraged me – my beloved teachers, brought me to a healing place.  I raised myself in spite of abuse + it was teachers who held my hand, guided me towards my self – they were the First Responders
to my art, my life-purpose, intellect + heart. The Lifeguards Of My Soul.

Dear World, I’m worried about you. 

I worry for all the people who didn’t ‘benefit’ from the trial run my childhood afforded me.  

We can do this, if we stick together, never turn on ourselves or each other as family, earth dwellers. Our humanity and the grace of nature, wildlife, sea-life is our blessing. In my movie, the protagonist named “eVe” reminds us that when goddesses were forcibly removed from culture, faith + law – toxic masculinity thrived. 2021 is our opportunity to slap back at that grabbing hand.

With healing work, individuals and nations can rise from the ashes of survival to thrive on mulch, discarded grief, fertilizing soil, cleansing waters, clearing air, restoring homeostasis to human body and blue planet alike. My own voice flew back in through newly opened windows when I took a blacksmith’s anvil to the abuse and forged mettle.  

I recently learned about Saturn/Jupiter convergence heralded as dawning of the age of aquarius.  An unexpected spiritual experience for me. Without knowledge of impending  convergence, the day before “dawning”  I busted out singing a song I barely know  “this is the dawning of the age of aquarius” I sang in a parking lot with good reverb just for fun. Taking stock of triggered stress these past four years I found myself again, that 12 year old, intent on one righteous thing : to be me, unashamedly.

In spite of messages bombarding my tiny dancer spirit with disempowering shame, the choreography of me, held on to something.  ” She ” carried me through and out – of abuse. “She” carried me toward my purpose, manifesting an inner “convergence.” 

December 20, 2020 

Today, graced by a pod of dolphins and playful sea lion checking me during my surf session.

Tonight

i look into space

sibling partners dancing

on my naked eye

morphing through the atmo

two spheres telling

one story

my vision plays along with a trick photography sky

all at once there is

diamond faceted saturn

and somber jupiter escorting her to the dance

seconds later 

electricity flashes between them

green sparks of conversation

amber 

then blueish white again

steady bright diamond

facets blinking 

flashes of clarity 

the excellence

beaming us into future “

Truli*🐬 
©CaliLili™🏄🏽‍♀️🏄‍♀️🏄🏿‍♀️
Official Oscars 2020 Contender   🎬🎶     eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™ 

Oscars 2020 Campaign details
     https://calililiindies.com/

Variety   https://variety.com/2019/film/awards/oscars-academy-announces-344-films-eligible-for-2019-best-picture-1203446314/ 
🍎  iTunes 

https://itunes.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated/id1447735793
 Apple TV 🍎                    
https://tv.apple.com/us/movie/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet/umc.cmc.2yxdyr5yqcmhr1y1hn195e3sm
🍎   Soundtrack                        

 https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/cali-lili/1402310156


Official Artist Channel      https://www.youtube.com/user/CaliLiliIndies

YouTube Movies :     https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLOo3oJVjWZYRvWQ3BEiH1YhdqrL_SIYa2

Vimeo   https://vimeo.com/ondemand/189618?ref=tw-share

Google Play 
https://play.google.com/store/movies/details?id=Mxgf1AeeWw4
IG  
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FB Movie Page     
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2019 Interview          https://medium.com/@mondofilm/interview-with-cali-lili-from-eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated-6d50611b758e
2017 Interview  http://www.wearemovingstories.com/we-are-moving-stories-films/2017/6/21/eve-n-god-this-female-is-not-yet-rated?rq=eve%20n%20god%20this%20female%20is%20not%20yet%20rated
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Words 
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In Motion ™    
femt0™studi0 
VenusBeach™
CuttingEdgeOfThePacific™  🦀🎬🎼🏝 IslandChildWild™ 🏄🏽‍♀️🏄‍♀️🏄🏿‍♀️
These Intellectual Properties /  MultiMedia  / Written Documents are Signature © Copyright Trademark Proprietary Intellectual Properties belonging to © Cali Lili™ and Cali Lili Indies ™ Pictures Words Music In Motion™ feMt0™studi0 etc  All Rights Reserved  Artist Rights and Intellectual Properties are Rigorously Documented and Rabidly Enforced.
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Cali Lili ; Convergence, A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius ; Dear World …

Convergence,

A Global Love Letter from the Age of Aquarius

By Cali Lili 

First a shiver, 

inexplicably hot. 

Shortness of breath.

Foggy thinking.

Start a project, lose focus.

The voice of carping critic shows up to steal your own.

Shake it off.

Petulant child, critic gets nastier, brings an ugly posse. 

Panic appears on the cusp of feeling ok and very not ok. 

Once upon a time, the battered child, covered in bruises, victim of child abuse, sat in a doctor’s office.  When the doctor asked him if he knew why he was there, the child said : because I was bad.

Self-soothing, after trauma whether it be child abuse, war, or life in 2020 under the thumb of abusers and enablers can be channeled through healing pathways even as abuse ‘divorces’ a person from authentic wishes, joys and friends. The din of an abusers’ braying harangue muffles the sound of victims’ dreams. Victim’s voice is thus stolen by the abuser, who then appropriates role of victim, convincing victim that abuser is owed penance. Abuser convinces victim abuse is well-deserved. Victim blamed, shamed into acceptance of their fate, might then slide into ‘learned helplessness’ believing it’s their fault therefore nothing can or should be done for rescue. They have become the bruised child believing he was bad.

Every unreasonable delay in fulfilling the family’s needs, every crazy proclamation by abuser, every incident causing uncertainty, is weaponized chaos as strategy for maintaining power. Abuser is ruled by their own disease, lives in sheer terror they might lose control, lose their absolute power to act ungoverned, finally be held accountable. Accepting their fate, victim enables their own abuse for years, decades, life-times. Generations of loud or quiet genocides propelled into the future – genetically encoding civilizations mesmerized by their own defeat. 

I grew up in a childhood home where this was normalized and my work as an artist, along with angels who encouraged me – my beloved teachers, brought me to a healing place.  I raised myself in spite of abuse + it was teachers who held my hand, guided me towards my self – they were the First Responders
to my art, my life-purpose, intellect + heart. The Lifeguards Of My Soul.

Dear World, I’m worried about you. 

I worry for all the people who didn’t ‘benefit’ from the trial run my childhood afforded me.  

We can do this, if we stick together, never turn on ourselves or each other as family, earth dwellers. Our humanity and the grace of nature, wildlife, sea-life is our blessing. In my movie, the protagonist named “eVe” reminds us that when goddesses were forcibly removed from culture, faith + law – toxic masculinity thrived. 2021 is our opportunity to slap back at that grabbing hand.

With healing work, individuals and nations can rise from the ashes of survival to thrive on mulch, discarded grief, fertilizing soil, cleansing waters, clearing air, restoring homeostasis to human body and blue planet alike. My own voice flew back in through newly opened windows when I took a blacksmith’s anvil to the abuse and forged mettle.  

I recently learned about Saturn/Jupiter convergence heralded as dawning of the age of aquarius.  An unexpected spiritual experience for me. Without knowledge of impending  convergence, the day before “dawning”  I busted out singing a song I barely know  “this is the dawning of the age of aquarius” I sang in a parking lot with good reverb just for fun. Taking stock of triggered stress these past four years I found myself again, that 12 year old, intent on one righteous thing : to be me, unashamedly.

In spite of messages bombarding my tiny dancer spirit with disempowering shame, the choreography of me, held on to something.  ” She ” carried me through and out – of abuse. “She” carried me toward my purpose, manifesting an inner “convergence.” 

December 20, 2020 

Today, graced by a pod of dolphins and playful sea lion checking me during my surf session.

Tonight

i look into space

sibling partners dancing

on my naked eye

morphing through the atmo

two spheres telling

one story

my vision plays along with a trick photography sky

all at once there is

diamond faceted saturn

and somber jupiter escorting her to the dance

seconds later 

electricity flashes between them

green sparks of conversation

amber 

then blueish white again

steady bright diamond

facets blinking 

flashes of clarity 

the excellence

beaming us into future “

Truli*🐬 
©CaliLili™🏄🏽‍♀️🏄‍♀️🏄🏿‍♀️
Official Oscars 2020 Contender   🎬🎶     eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™ 

Oscars 2020 Campaign details
     https://calililiindies.com/

Variety   https://variety.com/2019/film/awards/oscars-academy-announces-344-films-eligible-for-2019-best-picture-1203446314/ 
🍎  iTunes 

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“ SHATTERED “ © Cali Lili ™ meditations on “eVe N’god this female is not yet rated ™” “ What happens before you shatter the glass ceiling ?

Shattering Glass Ceilings + Breaking Sound Barriers


” 1 Day in the Epiphany of a 21st Century Girl, who kissed a Girl. ” ©

“ SHATTERED “
© Cali Lili ™
meditations on “eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™”

“ What happens before you shatter the glass ceiling ?


What does it even really mean – to ‘shatter glass ceilings’ ?


In my movie,

‘eVe’ as ‘every-woman’ has left the proverbial ‘eden’ – to start a ‘garden’ of her own.

We find her, where she ‘landed’

after ‘walking out of eden’ –

it’s a little rough for now – her suit-case barely unpacked – the closet over-crowded and flowers breaking through the floor, yearning to find the sun.


eVe explores : what happens after you shatter glass ?


Belting out : ‘ I believe in myself ‘ is an easy platitude –
but …
arriving at a place of one’s own –

a place – where it’s SO incongruent – to take one more step, remaining steeped in the old terrors of abandonment or loss – while still trying to ‘win’ + live a joyful life ?


Dancing ‘backwards in high heels’ as Ginger Rogers described – in order to take one step forward ?
a place – where ‘eVe’ as every-woman – must finally face the demons threatening her very survival
a place – where she knows in her bones : SHE CAN + MUST rely on herself now –
a self which is not alone – but made up of many other ‘every-women’ she can call upon to self-rescue –


the ‘every-women’ are represented by ‘Lila’ – eVe’s yin-yang-twin lover + partner
when everything – including her own faith in others or in the world or ‘god’ – is shattered – together – eVe + Lila – can heal the world.


To ‘shatter glass ceilings’ we must be willing to dare first – to be shattered from your old disempowering beliefs about self and culture.


Now that I’ve explored what happens BEFORE and during — I can’t wait for my next movie – to share what happened NEXT ! “


© Cali Lili ™ meditations on

“eVe N’ god this female is not yet rated ™”


Based on a story woven from true-life events, after a brutal attack, we enter the dreamscape of eVe, determined to save the life of her lesbian lover, Lila.


A bittersweet romance, an allegorical virginity fantasy, love-is-love-triangle story, bordering on polyamory, the world we experience is an immersive Sci-Fi Triple-F-Rated Fantasy Fairy Tale of the Global Girl awakening to the legacy of herself in a Venice Beach, Cali Surf Shack (eden).


Our experience of inner landscape, hovers over the cutting edge of life, death, dreams + reality.


Lush, green, yet minimalist.


In two hours, Miss Evening Lili / eVe Striptease Dancer / PHD STEM Science Candidate (Cali Lili) will present Oral Arguments to the PHD Committee. After last night, all bets are off.
This morning is eVe’s final prep session with Advisor Doctor Godard / god Chair of Gender Studies (Wings Hauser).


He wants to know eVe’s conclusions. Problem is: eVe has awoken to so many questions, she can no longer settle for Doc’s limited world.


Shot mostly On the Water with an original 13 song Rock Rap World Beats soundtrack Album to be released with Movie, ‘this female is not yet rated’ unfurls mysteries of an untold interracial love story between women of color eVe + Lilith / ‘Lila.’


Smashing story structure, breaking boundaries, born organically from a graphic novel / script that is surreal, narrative, love letter, declaration of independence, political protest for Democracy on behalf of all vulnerable lives in the balance.


Told ‘Like A Girl,’ with a sexy -smart edge,
this story is dedicated to Mother Earth, endangered communities: global girls, students, LGBTQ, bisexual, trans, BLM, Dreamers, indigenous cultures + wildlife / climate communities, especially ocean life.


Are we trapped in a liminal state-of-consciousness between life + death?


Or does this dream set us free?


Are we dreaming of eVe?


Or is she dreaming of us?


AquaCultureZ™ #counterculture


#WoManifest0™


we are the goddamn counter-culture “


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Movie Review : "  VERY different from the sort of thing that I typically deal with. Much more discursive -

( -Intent for the project comes through very strongly - that this is about trying to break preconceptions and make things better - )

but not everything has to fit the Hollywood template, and in place of action you’ve got atmosphere, a contemplative sense of place and smartly executed intellectual pyrotechnics instead....

 - it’s a pleasure .... but pleasures are guilty things!  " 

I.L 
Lecturer, screenwriter, script editor

VERY different from the sort of thing that I typically deal with. Much more discursive –

( -Intent for the project comes through very strongly – that this is about trying to break preconceptions and make things better – )

but not everything has to fit the Hollywood template, and in place of action you’ve got atmosphere, a contemplative sense of place and smartly executed intellectual pyrotechnics instead….

 – it’s a pleasure …. but pleasures are guilty things! ” 

I.L 
Lecturer, screenwriter, script editor