I had to switch scripts – so that I could be true to myself, AND true to the work, it’s always about the work
I know for sure , u understand the whole thing,
We love you
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we know you come and hang out with us from time to time,
we miss you and you are always in our hearts.
I think you would have liked this and I KNOW your comments about it would be both loving and hilarious, just like you …
rest in power Dear Sir, you’ll never be forgotten …
In Good Company
I had the great good fortune to have met Mr. Pryor when I was a kid, planning my first professional film.
He was signed to do a great role in it… Which he would have been brilliant in – even in his wheelchair … – it’s still a grief for me that the deal experienced delays , due to sheer greed on the part of the film financiers. It’s one of the reasons I decided to go completely + #authentic indie.
“ What happens before you shatter the glass ceiling ?
What does it even really mean – to ‘shatter glass ceilings’ ?
In my movie,
‘eVe’ as ‘every-woman’ has left the proverbial ‘eden’ – to start a ‘garden’ of her own.
We find her, where she ‘landed’
after ‘walking out of eden’ –
it’s a little rough for now – her suit-case barely unpacked – the closet over-crowded and flowers breaking through the floor, yearning to find the sun.
eVe explores : what happens after you shatter glass ?
Belting out : ‘ I believe in myself ‘ is an easy platitude – but … arriving at a place of one’s own – a place – where it’s SO incongruent – to take one more step, remaining steeped in the old terrors of abandonment or loss – while still trying to ‘win’ + live a joyful life ?
Dancing ‘backwards in high heels’ as Ginger Rogers described – in order to take one step forward ? a place – where ‘eVe’ as every-woman – must finally face the demons threatening her very survival a place – where she knows in her bones : SHE CAN + MUST rely on herself now – a self which is not alone – but made up of many other ‘every-women’ she can call upon to self-rescue –
the ‘every-women’ are represented by ‘Lila’ – eVe’s yin-yang-twin lover + partner when everything – including her own faith in others or in the world or ‘god’ – is shattered – together – eVe + Lila – can heal the world.
To ‘shatter glass ceilings’ we must be willing to dare first – to be shattered from your old disempowering beliefs about self and culture.
Now that I’ve explored what happens BEFORE and during — I can’t wait for my next movie – to share what happened NEXT ! “
Based on a story woven from true-life events, after a brutal attack, we enter the dreamscape of eVe, determined to save the life of her lesbian lover, Lila.
A bittersweet romance, an allegorical virginity fantasy, love-is-love-triangle story, bordering on polyamory, the world we experience is an immersive Sci-Fi Triple-F-Rated Fantasy Fairy Tale of the Global Girl awakening to the legacy of herself in a Venice Beach, Cali Surf Shack (eden).
Our experience of inner landscape, hovers over the cutting edge of life, death, dreams + reality.
Lush, green, yet minimalist.
In two hours, Miss Evening Lili / eVe Striptease Dancer / PHD STEM Science Candidate (Cali Lili) will present Oral Arguments to the PHD Committee. After last night, all bets are off. This morning is eVe’s final prep session with Advisor Doctor Godard / god Chair of Gender Studies (Wings Hauser).
He wants to know eVe’s conclusions. Problem is: eVe has awoken to so many questions, she can no longer settle for Doc’s limited world.
Shot mostly On the Water with an original 13 song Rock Rap World Beats soundtrack Album to be released with Movie, ‘this female is not yet rated’ unfurls mysteries of an untold interracial love story between women of color eVe + Lilith / ‘Lila.’
Smashing story structure, breaking boundaries, born organically from a graphic novel / script that is surreal, narrative, love letter, declaration of independence, political protest for Democracy on behalf of all vulnerable lives in the balance.
Told ‘Like A Girl,’ with a sexy -smart edge, this story is dedicated to Mother Earth, endangered communities: global girls, students, LGBTQ, bisexual, trans, BLM, Dreamers, indigenous cultures + wildlife / climate communities, especially ocean life.
Are we trapped in a liminal state-of-consciousness between life + death?
” VERY different from the sort of thing that I typically deal with. Much more discursive –
( -Intent for the project comes through very strongly – that this is about trying to break preconceptions and make things better – )
but not everything has to fit the Hollywood template, and in place of action you’ve got atmosphere, a contemplative sense of place and smartly executed intellectual pyrotechnics instead….
– it’s a pleasure …. but pleasures are guilty things! ”
PRESS RELEASE : LOS ANGELES, CA. – April 28, 2017 – Indie film, eVe N’ god ; this female is not yet rated™ described as “1 day in the epiphany of a 21st century girl, who kissed a girl™ the all female crewed womens’ rights, lgbtq rights, civil rights, climate-science themed production directed by first timer, actress / singer-songwriter Cali Lili, has been selected by the Independent Filmmakers’ IFS Festival for a special screening at
The motion picture co-stars iconic Indie Spirits Award nominee, Wings Hauser as Doctor Godard, with Cali Lili as eVe, Candace Burney as “Lila” and is “Triple F rated,” meaning that it was written, directed and produced by a woman, making it one of the first ( if not the first) narrative motion pictures made primarily by women.
In fact, this production began promoting it’s “all female crew” status, as far back as 2011, perhaps setting the current trend. The allegorical avant garde indie “romance in the key of rock N’roll” is also described : “ A Rock N’ Roll Sci-Fi Dream as the Global Girl awakens to the Legacy of Herself” is dedicated on-screen to victims of violence against the lgbtq community, women, and persons of color as well as indigenous cultures and climate science, especially ocean-related communities .
An eclectic soundtrack is sourced from the indie rock debut album “ Cali Lili ; this female is not yet rated “™ The production was shot near the Cali Lili Indies™ feMt0 studi0™ which is Cali Lili’s tiny, up cycled, sustainable / green “SurfShack Loft” studio at the Venice Canals in Venice Beach California.
broadcast live from every state in the union come some announcement from a powerful lobby the most televised satellized anticipated hypothesized group of people be surprised ever got a voice in a world
runnin’ on a pack of lies
ok rich boy wanna war? Get ur own damn baby booties bouncin’ on the floor i ain’t gonna be no statistic for sadistic mistake-makin’ optimistic politistic mystics
televised satellized anticipated hypothesized group of people be surprised ever got a voice in a world
runnin’ on a pack of lies
CHORUS this message brought to you by the girl givin’ birth to the girl or the boy to the toy you’ll employ 18 years ago from today this message brought to you by my unborn firstborn who is mine … not yours …
and furthermore till we get all o’ that “no more war” – you and all your kind – ain’t gettin’ none o’ mine … – that’s what i said – i said, you – every one o’ you – ain’t gettin’ none till you act your age … not your boot size …
i already know who the father is and it ain’t you – what kind of uncle are you anyway
she needs diapers and dresses and books and a telescope so she can see god’s universe in all her glory and maybe she’ll cure your cancer someday maybe she’ll be president … broadcast live …
i ain’t gonna be …
CHORUS
Into :
RAGTAG RAP TAG :
When I’m President
I’m gonna REPEAL rape culture
VETO vaginal probe hate culture
Nobody on THIS or any other planet
Gonna Lay Their hands on MY body or HER body
MY CHOICE
HER CHOICE
She will teach the little boys to LISTEN to the little GIRLS
and SOMETIMES that little GIRL is TRAPPED INSIDE that little BOY
EQUAL PAY + BLACK LIVES MATTER is the LAW of the LAND
and ALL MARRIAGES ARE GAY … as in HAPPY !
LOVE is LOVE is LOVE
Peace On Earth Will be HANDMADE
and Every Living Creature, a CITIZEN
Earth is not a motel room! And though we may be Rock Stars
We gotta stop TRASHIN’ it And Clean Up Our Room !
Humanity Must Become As Sophisticated as Technology Or We Lose Both
because
The Chain of Human Kind is Stronger Than Our Weakest Links !
Cattle Train Coal Train Picture Train Toy Train Soul Trains Trains of Thought People Trained Sold and Bought
Cattle Train Coal Train Picture Story Holocaust War Train Peace Train People Trained Sold and Bought
VERSES :
What Kinda Broken Dreams Built these Tracks We Got Missiles Goin Forward We Got Nothin Comin Back
Dream Dreamin’ Up The Iron Beast
Gotta Get Some Get Some Get Some Rest
See Me I’m a Plastic Priestess Screamin’ Through the Window Of Emergency Release
What Kinda Broken Backs Built these Tracks We Got Missiles Goin Forward We Got No-One Comin’ Back
Robber Trains Gravy Trains They Foot the Cost Of Another Movin’ Picture Story Holocaust
What Kinda Broken Dreams Work these Tracks We Got Missiles Goin Forward We Got Zero Comin Back
CHORUS :
Come and See The Slow Decay Ridin’ the Rails of Another Day Come and Ride The Election Train Follow Me Ridin’ Up the Drain Come and See the Slow Decay Ridin’ the Rails of Another Day
VERSES :
What Kinda Dreams Work these Tracks We Got Missiles Goin Forward We got Zero Comin Back
Sure is Gettin’ Darker on the Twilight Express Movin’ On without us this Election Gotta Press Sure is Gettin Darker on the Twilight Express Can’t See Nothin’ from a Bullet Train with No Address
(REPEAT CHORUS)
VERSES :
What Kinda Broken Knees Built these Tracks We Got Missiles Goin Forward We Got Nothin’ Comin Back
Sleep Sleepin Sleepin With a Monster See Dreamin Dreamin of a Beast
Me Me I’m a Plastic Priestess Scream Screamin For My Pretty Shattered Dream
Leave Behind What I Couldn’t Find Sleep Inside A Monster In Motion
What the Hell My Country Ain’t For Sale
Drown My Sorrow Cry Me an Ocean
Movin On Cause I’m Movin Out Rockin Out Cause I been Rocked Over
Trackin Down Trackin Down A Nightmare Nightmare of a Livin Locomotion
Leave Behind What I’ll Never Find Tried My Best Gotta Get Some Rest
Gotta Get Some Get Some Get Some Rest Gotta Get Some Get Some Get Some Rest
Cattle Train Coal Train Picture Train Toy Train Soul Trains Trains of Thought People Trained Sold and Bought
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